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Friday, July 02, 2004

lingering softness.

hmm. dumdeeduumsss! HELLO! i'm here ta blog once again! yayness.

i'm pretty hyped up right now.. but i don't know why? =\ poor me.. i've gotta settle dinner myself.. *starts singing "all by myself". lol. i'm so.. drama todaes. tsk!

lets see. naughty me didn't go school todae. which was a bad idea. cos. it was dead boring at home.. and i couldn't sleep either.. DANG! >.<

watched dumb and dumber-er. and rotted around ma house. hahas. was so.. stoney. tsk. *sighs.

yupp. yesterdae.. was supposed to meet nu er.. hahas.. and he was in town having his flag day... so.. in the end.. whilst waiting for nu er ta come.. met him at db instead.. and stoned.. while he was trying to get kind souls ta donate. man. that boyfriend of mine enjoys sticking those stickers on my pants! >.< eeyer. lolx. worst part was. while he was going around asking for donations.. and while i was clearing the stickers away from ma pants.. charles walked past me and commented on the stickers! ayeeeeeeeee. so paisehs. i so wanted to dig a hole somewhere and stick my head into it. hahas. so.. ostrich-ie. *shrugs.

anyhows. whilst waiting.. tiffanE dear came and join me.. and we were complaining about the article bout convent girls in streats yesterday.. which totally PISSED me off.. big time.. but i'll get to that later. eek. yupp.. nu er came after a long long time.. together with clare sun nu.. and li wei grandson... =) hahas. started crapping around after that... darlink came after awhile.. crapped for a even longer time.. and.. yeah.. headed off! hahas.

went along to pasta mania.. where they ate.. except for me and him? hur. and outta da blue.. pts.. er zi.. and dotteh appeared~ lol. was so happy to see them! honestly. i was. =) so off went the sqealing and hugging.. and den.. something happened. =) haha. went to that tiny corner.. and pts pei-ed. awwsh. love her loads. =) thanks so much for being there. hahas. yupp.. saw.. carol.. and wyn! lol. wyn gained weight le.. but she's still as cute lah. haha. *grins. well. sorta broke down.. but i guess things are all right now.. i guess its just everything compiling together..

while i was standing there.. in that tiny corner.. i was kinda.. just reflecting upon my life these few years.. and i realised a few things. =) yupp. my life.. was basically.. majorly.. filled up with memories and times shared.. with the blacks.. and the.. ex-gang. yupp. so.. that kinda let to touchy topics. i'm still gonna allow those memories to slowly flow down the drain. and out into the sea. =)

oh wells. shall not rattle on about that! =) hmmm. was touched.. that all of them came.. and comforted me.. felt really loved. =) i love allllllll of you.. so very much. sigh* ma boyfriend rocks too. *grinnn.

yupp.. boyfriend hadta leave.. so we left cine.. and headed ta heerens.. ta take neos! hahas. =D i saw rachiee there! lol. so yakked with her a lil here and there.. and went along to join the rest upstairs! =) *smiles. yupps.. was sitting around... walking in and out of intoxique.. lol. and playing around with the ty beanies. ayee. all. shoo. kuteee! >.< eeks. ooh! i showed pts that.. "truly yours" bears.. man... and guess wut~? she bought them fer meh! mannnnn..... she's so sweet larhs she. *huggggggs pts. so sweet! ai si ni le! *direct translation = love die you already!! =x HAHA. so farnie. =x

after which.. i FINALLY managed to dragged everyone ta take neos.. first machine was so DAMN cramped up.. that jenny wanted to take another one! haha. so we took that.. machine with the.. glittery pen thingy.. =) just nice. big and spacious.. just enough for all of us.. hahas.. all of us were going hysterical before we took the second neo.. cos we were like.. scaring each other big time?! damn corny i tell ya.. omg.. aha..

hurhurhurs. went along downstairs ta pei pts withdraw money... and all usual.. we were talking and chatting.. hahas.. feels really good to be able to confide in jenny again. =) *smiles wide wide. = xiao da da! lol. =x rightt.. i should stop the direct translation thing i know.. but i can't help it! its SHO farnie! =x

came back.. wei.. liwei.. and clare had ta leave le.. so they left.. aww.. jenny and li wei.. sorta made up.. like.. they hugged.. and all of us were like.. awwwwwwwwwww.. hahas. so sweet lah. =) hmm. yupp.. darlink and dotteh left soon after also.. so nu er was like.. waiting for us.. alone.. poor girl.. tsk tsk..

oh.. we saw yeh yeh todae! MAN. she's so cute lah. lol. she's got durian hair now! eek. but.. i still wanna see daddieeee! i miss her SO much lor. and i haven't even updated her yet! >.<

yupp.. the neos all looked SO NICE. but in the end we could only choose like.. 6. so sad right? tsk.. but i like that machine.. that.. green/pink one.. so NICE! hahas.. i'm gonna make boyfriend take many many wimme. =X bleah.

ooh.. than.. tian tian came! ooh. haha. missed her lots. and she cut her hair le? so short. okay.. maybe not that short.. but ... shorter than before bahs. =) yupps.. hmm.. she's working in heerens now.. aah.. so next time can visit her more often le. =) haha.. yupp..

saw xiao xin and maggie at spinn's downstairs... while we were like.. pei-ing tian tian to buy ock.. yupp.. she went back ta work.. and we went off.. pts ran along.. and bumped into her sister.. while nu er and i hung around.. went taka to get her wax.. and waited for him.. =) wanted ta go look fer kris son.. BUT! found out that she's not working there ANYMORE?! dots. instead she's studying at sp now!? like.. dots! hahas. i felt so.. just came back from mars man. =

hmm.. yupp.. decided to go home le.. so.. walked to the bus stop.. but just when i decided to call my mum.. she told me that my dad will be picking me up instead.. haha.. so had to take a train ta newton.. =) ooh.. while we were walking to the mrt.. i saw the dolce vita parfuM! the one that stinked was the round and fat one.. but the tall one.. SO NICE~ i'm in LOVE! mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. *shakes head. yupp.. and guess who we saw at orchard mrt!? dots. bell and ben! dots lor. poor bf got wacked by floorball stick twice.. =x hahas. and he hadta be a lightbulb.. =x cos newton was only a stop away from orchard.. =x

hahas. yupp.. came home.. did the same old stuffs.. talked to nu er.. and pts.. and that was about it bah.. yupp. =] nothing much to blog about le.. wish me luck for listening tmr! *huggs. tinkerbell.. out! =)
"Without You"
(feat. Clay Aiken)

Never even thought to cry
When I heard you say goodbye
Never said where you were going

There's no laughter in the air
Only silence everywhere
And so much left unspoken

Since you've been gone
I haven't been the same
I wish that i could see
Who's to blame

Without you, where do I belong?
Without you, how can I go on?
And No love but yours will ever do
Tell me how am i supposed to live my life?
Without you

Was I lost in you and me
To the point i couldn't see
That what we had was dying

Now it's all that I can do
To see photographs of you
And stop myself from crying

I should learn to live without your love
Got so many memories
But it's not enough

Without you, where do i belong?
Without you, how can i go on?
And No love but yours will ever do
Tell me how am I supposed to live my life
Without you?

I feel helpless and, oh, so all alone
Like I've never felt before
You made me feel alive
But I don't remember what it's like anymore

Without you, where do I belong?
Without you, how can I go on?
And No love but yours will ever do
Tell me how am I supposed to live my life
Without you?

Without you, where do I belong?
Without you, how can I go on?
Tell me how am I supposed to live my life
Without you?

Oh baby where do I belong?
Please tell how can I go on?
Without you...

intoxicating.

;elysium.
5:51:00 PM